my mother and father and sister don't like torbee at all.

after what jordan did to me, its made me see how bitchy and abusive men are the games they play that was like the last blow earlier this year and I didn't like him that much cuz I learnt worse from the games of richard in 1999. I have few feelings left. he tried to kill me that american faggot.

after what jordan did to me, its made me see how bitchy and abusive men are the games they play that...

my mum says men are bloody useless, she said dad was like is still like having another child to raise but with adhd and their both got a form of autism. it runs in both families without a doubt. I have seen it for years and I even told a therapist I felt I had some of it. my dyslexia and panic disorders and can't settle anywhere in a job, can make or keep relationships, and most of that is when I was young I was very forgiving but I am not now. something can't be forgiven and that is that. I only care about forgiving myself and that is all that I concern myself on that topic. its up to others to live with themselves and to forgive themselves its not up to me to forgive people who have harmed and wronged me. god will sort them out.

my mum says men are bloody useless, she said dad was like is still like having another child to rais...

i was worried people would think i was too old for frank bc women have always threatened and bullied me calling me a old granny at the age of 25 when these women were over 40 and then they were calling me a tranny granny at the age of 40 when they were 60 stealing men from me again. enough is enough. a friend from support group said to me "no one has the right to tell you your too old to be loved" when I said that this is what women have said that I don't have a right to be loved cuz I am too old for the past 25-28 years. she said if I get a younger man on a cruise/os holiday tour its no one elses business and they should butt out of your love life, tell them you have every right to be loved as much as them, but these bitches always win. I just walk away defeated cuz you know when your not liked by anyone and that is how it was at the cleveland rsl they abused me everytime i went there so i stopped going to do raffles and fundraising at all after the death threats and after being raped and having the stroke. but one thing I know god is going to punish all those people who abused me. god has them named and planned and he watches them and he is gonna trial them for everything.

i was worried people would think i was too old for frank bc women have always threatened and bullied...