I have bought make up and skin care I never use. I want to use it but I feel like I can't. much the same with clothing. I am too afraid to look attractive anymore. I prefer looking ugly for the last 10-15 years. I want to lose weight and look nice but who is there to look nice for ? and when your old and told your too old to be loved at the age of 25 what is the point of proving them wrong?
I have bought make up and skin care I never use. I want to use it but I feel like I can't. much the same with clothing. I am too afraid to look attractive anymore. I prefer looking ugly for the last 10-15 years. I want to lose weight and look nice but who is there to look nice for ? and when your old and told your too old to be loved at the age of 25 what is the point of proving them wrong?