I am sorry god.... I did all in my quest for love and search for job....i waned to be in corporates as HR since begin but nothin materialized...i feel i am a failure...my boyfriend left me att the verge of marrige....anoher man lured my and took advantage and my career is nowhere...lost my job tooo.....i feel like killing myself....i wana admit that i am a coward....i am a failure....please fogive me...