She provokes me to read my mind but i think not of her, that workaholic bissy bitch

my older sister rosemary blinded me for a whole day when I was 3. she threw sawdust in my eyes and I was blinded. rosemary could do and still has done very abusive mean things to me. always hitting me and other things. her verbal attacks and mean looks. my sister is a bully in every sense of the word and she hit one husband over the head with a mop and she would often push me over as a child and pinch me and do mean things to me. I still recall her attacks on me when my mother was pregnant with our brother. she was not this nice person. not even when she was married. always the control freak bully ruining things for me. she never acted like a caring older sister. she could be funny sometimes but she has got worse mean as she has gotten older since being with "the filos" as dad calls them.

my older sister rosemary blinded me for a whole day when I was 3. she threw sawdust in my eyes and I...

I liked it better when I was thinner then my mother for the last 5 years she steals all my underpants and clothes and I can't find them.

I liked it better when I was thinner then my mother for the last 5 years she steals all my underpant...

I have spent a long time getting to know myself and if people don't like what I am I really don't care. I don't like football and I have different sports I enjoy the only good thing about some footballs is the crowd when they score a goal and atmosphere if it is a good undrunk crowd otherwise senseless sport. I have other interests and I know who I am, what I like and new explorations and what I don't like and what I won't tolerate. I think some kids deserve better parents. I feel upset that I want children of my own and others hate their kids but keep having them? don't make sense to me.

I have spent a long time getting to know myself and if people don't like what I am I really don't ca...