david bowie was nothing but a spastic old bastard!

you all made me feel spastic and ugly as a child and in my teens and most of my life so what should I call you ? for the way you abused me? your ugly!!!!! you made me feel ugly everytime you showed off and flaunted yourselves as more important, yes you brigette, louise, sue, joyce, karen, rolsyn, and others. you don't know how ugly you made me feel and my sister has said the same thing you made her feel spastic and ugly. so If I felt it and she felt it and my mum felt it, we can't all be wrong.

you all made me feel spastic and ugly as a child and in my teens and most of my life so what should ...

own up to your part in abuse of how you abused me. own up to what you did and what you done and what your doing now. own up. cuz god has been watching! you were jealous, your have been found guilty by courts and churches as abusive jealous evil demonic women of sin. what will you plea? punishment ought to be set ! most of my life you made me feel ugly small unworthy, fat, dirty, spastic, they were not my choice and my vocabulary they were yours! own up to what you have done. god has been watching!

own up to your part in abuse of how you abused me. own up to what you did and what you done and what...

my mum and dad understand why I will not share any special day with anyone at their wedding. I will not since the age of 23 I said no lets not go to cousins wedding down the coast mum, they don't care about us. no mum I won't go to louises children christaining and be made to feel less all the time. mum and dad understand why I won't be involved in going to relatives weddings if they can't be supportive of me having love then why should I with them. mum and dad said if it were them they would feel the same way they feel the same way now. they all made fun of us. making fun of my mum and fathers wedding, making fun of my sister on wedding day infront of her guests making comments about sex positions as if she was some whore, they made fun of me at the rsl quest events I should never have asked them to help I should have known they always take over and steal the limelight and scene stealers and can't bare to see me looking great so jealous they had to have me ugly and unmarried and neglected and ignored. a person doesn't forget that. all those mongrel alp scum abusing us kids. going through bedrooms reading personal dream journals and stealing wills and diaries and getting in the way. mum said she won't go to any relatives weddings either. she refuses to because they ignored her and me, she said she will not go seeing they abused me so badly.

my mum and dad understand why I will not share any special day with anyone at their wedding. I will ...