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i would wake up at 2am and pace around the house having trouble thinking and breathing and cat attacking my face and I would hit myself over the head with hammers and anything I could get a hold of and attack everything around me with water and bashings while my parents were asleep and sister was married and brother married, no one knew but mum.

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i would wake up at 2am and pace around the house having trouble thinking and breathing and cat attacking my face and I would hit myself over the head with hammers and anything I could get a hold of and attack everything around me with water and bashings while my parents were asleep and sister was married and brother married, no one knew but mum.
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