I liked macbeth til I found out how evil and nasty he was. I really liked his smile and personality and I thought he was nice looking til he showed me what a weirdo vendictive man he is. its hard to believe men like that exist. I thought he was nicer but as time went on he was mean. I worked out he didn't like me and there was no way I was going to be allowed to be around him anyway. but there are other better men out there. its like that with david he means nothing to me now. I just want them all to go away if they can't love me just go away and don't flaunt their relationships and babies around me is my attitude. I got sick of seeing joyce wedding photos my sisters and fat bitches wedding photos and yet no one ever chooses me. and I can't love ken if I tried. a bag of cement just is not enjoyable company! we had nothing in common at all. It was depressing the whole time I was with him like russel if they only knew the depression they caused me having to put up with them. I had to do my civic duty in cultivating the classes yobos on how to dine with a lady and act half way normal and school them on how to talk about academic things and ken taught me nothing, russel taught me nothing. it was so morbid being around them.