the consultant catherine said I was looking good yesterday, I don't think so I feel so fat and sad and I have never had someone to hold my hand through the trauma. I am evious of people who are not that good looking yet life and love comes too easy for them and you wonder why? why was I bashed most of my childhood and life, why was I lied about. like one girl tonya went around lying about me everywhere saying I gave her someone elses tablets when I was about 8 and it really messed me up. then katy went around lying about me and ron and other people and these people caused my problems and ken was a liar, he really should not have done what he did, these people should know better, there is no excuse for what they do.

these online courses say "learn in the comfort of your own home" its not my home no1, there is no comfort in this old broken down messy wreck of a junk yard house no2, learn is rather simplicisticly flippantly spoken when you are constantly teaching yourself... why is it older people don't want to be the teachers and impart with knowledge for the next generation more freely? why are these nationally accred courses so dear and unable to pass? tafe is so hard and stressful university is bullying I have done a degree so I know how hard it is and the bullying. why did tafe make diplomas so hard when back in 1994 they had associate diplomas you could do over 2 years or more and yet i had to do a diploma in less then 9months. i lost money a lot of times at tafe and private places. i actually now have quite a fear of assignments and examines as I used to get so stressed in law exams, teachers at senior community colleges were teaching first year law subjects better then university and tafe. the teachers were better. they wanted to teach, impart knowledge, tafe dont its too stressful now for me. I am studying at home but I want to go to a classroom to get dressed up and have a purpose in the day to feel proud todress up and look attractive and the hope of meeting friends and a man, I want certain mens attentions. ok. I wanted business men to notice me and date me. I wanted to learn. i like having a teacher to help me. I am sick of teaching myself. its lonely, I have done all kinds of study from online, correspondance, homestudy, on campus and classroom, and I sometimes need a change. I have done workshops and I like some and didn't like some. but I want to get out more. I wanted to wear my beauty therapy uniforms they cost me $400.00 and can you imagine my hurt when I was told 1 week before the course started that the govt were not going to pay the vet fee funding. i was crushed. i told all my friends at the time I was going to do this nice beauty course 3 days a week I only told a few were, and anna must have ruined it on me. it has to have been her, why would aaron my nephew do that to me ? I guess he could have, but someone debilerately ruined it. I had to buy a size 20 jacket and 2 dresses and they are so pretty. I had been wanting to do that course for about 7years and coun't afford it. I wanted to do some other courses as well so maybe it worked out for my benefit afterall.

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