the consultant catherine said I was looking good yesterday, I don't think so I feel so fat and sad and I have never had someone to hold my hand through the trauma. I am evious of people who are not that good looking yet life and love comes too easy for them and you wonder why? why was I bashed most of my childhood and life, why was I lied about. like one girl tonya went around lying about me everywhere saying I gave her someone elses tablets when I was about 8 and it really messed me up. then katy went around lying about me and ron and other people and these people caused my problems and ken was a liar, he really should not have done what he did, these people should know better, there is no excuse for what they do.