I have always been at the end of other people's wise cracks and jokes because I was sexually abused as a child between the ages of 4-15 by an old drunk pedophile great uncle and everywhere I go I have been taunted all my life, even when I was in a car accident and forgot everything that happened when he tried to rape me when I was 15 I blocked a lot of things out after I hit my head people thought it was funny I couldn't remember places and faces and had no friends and dropped out of school and I was ignored by every young quality man while my sister had a lot of men and even black men chasing her she has married 3 times now and had many boyfriends while most people don't even notice or remember me and they call me by my sisters name even when we were growing up its like I don't exist unless when I am being made fun of for other people as a big joke abused.raped and molested and ignored, I left university due to amnesia and middle ear infections and sick of churches and doctors make fun of me.

I have always been at the end of other people's wise cracks and jokes because I was sexually abused as a child between the ages of 4-15 by an old drunk pedophile great uncle and everywhere I go I have been taunted all my life, even when I was in a car accident and forgot everything that happened when he tried to rape me when I was 15 I blocked a lot of things out after I hit my head people thought it was funny I couldn't remember places and faces and had no friends and dropped out of school and I was ignored by every young quality man while my sister had a lot of men and even black men chasing her she has married 3 times now and had many boyfriends while most people don't even notice or remember me and they call me by my sisters name even when we were growing up its like I don't exist unless when I am being made fun of for other people as a big joke abused.raped and molested and ignored, I left university due to amnesia and middle ear infections and sick of churches and doctors make fun of me.
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