when I was 28 I gave my real virginity to a female doctor who fisted me doing an internal vaginal examination and she never asked me if i was a virgin so I was pretty tight down there and bleed and she also did a pregnancy test I just let her think whatever she was thinking seeing she never asked. I had felt like i was raped the previous weekend by rick and katy attacking me anyway and I wanted to punish myself for getting mixed up with such a loser crowd and them gang bashing me so i just went along with things til i decided to dig my heals in and anyway I knew later i did the wrong thing but I had been carrying around the v thing for too long and seeing no quality guy ever asked my father to date me I thought I will pay you all back. later I could cry assault as well and got pity and then again with the date rape which i never wanted never intended for that to take place, but I use to my advantage everyway I can because I am a woman, I just have to like all women do!

when I was 28 I gave my real virginity to a female doctor who fisted me doing an internal vaginal examination and she never asked me if i was a virgin so I was pretty tight down there and bleed and she also did a pregnancy test I just let her think whatever she was thinking seeing she never asked. I had felt like i was raped the previous weekend by rick and katy attacking me anyway and I wanted to punish myself for getting mixed up with such a loser crowd and them gang bashing me so i just went along with things til i decided to dig my heals in and anyway I knew later i did the wrong thing but I had been carrying around the v thing for too long and seeing no quality guy ever asked my father to date me I thought I will pay you all back. later I could cry assault as well and got pity and then again with the date rape which i never wanted never intended for that to take place, but I use to my advantage everyway I can because I am a woman, I just have to like all women do!

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