i stay in bed all day everyday, doctor told me to go home lay down {and die} in 2011} so I did almost. I am tired I have to keep doping up on capscicum powder to ease a headache that has been going for days. I stay out of the way of other people. I run out of the way. I jump out of the way of others. I quiver and scamp away from most people dead scared of outside human contact. why? because i am of no use to the world and my life is over so people tell me.