i am sick of my therapist implying statements that i used to hear my relatives say at or about the drunken epileptic old war pedo like "what you need to do is take a photo of them in your yard" etc, it feels like they are implying i am like him when i am not at all, this man put his hands down my underwear everyday of the week for years and i have never done that to any child, and then to imply that i am lying about my injuries from the accident i had. i mean some tasks i can do like i have been able to hold the garden shears and cut a few branches or twigs but not for long before it hurts my back, but i would say making the bed or even tasks as basic as getting dressed putting on underwear is painful especially applying more weight on one leg then the other and i don't appreciate the intrusion of people questioning what other specialists have adviced to me. this is not a funny comparison and certainly not a fair or qualified comparison. i don't appreciate the insult at all black eyed scums.

i am sick of my therapist implying statements that i used to hear my relatives say at or about the drunken epileptic old war pedo like "what you need to do is take a photo of them in your yard" etc, it feels like they are implying i am like him when i am not at all, this man put his hands down my underwear everyday of the week for years and i have never done that to any child, and then to imply that i am lying about my injuries from the accident i had. i mean some tasks i can do like i have been able to hold the garden shears and cut a few branches or twigs but not for long before it hurts my back, but i would say making the bed or even tasks as basic as getting dressed putting on underwear is painful especially applying more weight on one leg then the other and i don't appreciate the intrusion of people questioning what other specialists have adviced to me. this is not a funny comparison and certainly not a fair or qualified comparison. i don't appreciate the insult at all black eyed scums.
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