i am too afraid of telling my ture feeling. in order

gay and homos are mental illness it was before and that says something and every 30 years things turn around back. gay is mental illness. its was considered mental illness for a long time. just youtube and google it. it was a mental illness and it still is and its just that all these poofters who are in gay relationships have been brainwashing the world and forcing gay on others who deep down don't want it. I have had people do that to me, all my life people trying to push me into things I don't want to do, that is what pedophiles do, the churches do and so do a lot of men. all this bullying has come out in ama and medicine and a lot of these people are mentally ill bullies and its just the truth. its in all the military and police. all bullies. and mental illness is as much an action of addiction, gambling and prostitution is mental illness. the internet is a terrible addiction ruining social connections for a lot of single people who were mind controlled by melanie vettel and her crack hilter team of nutters and bullying car speed druggy idiots. I was the victim of her and she is a cunning criminal.

gay and homos are mental illness it was before and that says something and every 30 years things tur...

its just too hot to enjoy anything here, its no fun at all. you can't go outdoors, its not a fun or pretty atmosphere, just go to movies or shopping malls or waterpark or public pools which I can't do those things much and I can't do them everyday. even the library is no good don't have enough power on the laptop to survive for study so its a no beach here. I hate this weather and city the whole place is poo served on a dogstool! no thankyou anymore.

its just too hot to enjoy anything here, its no fun at all. you can't go outdoors, its not a fun or ...

ricky martin and william and others expecting me to live out what I wrote in my diary as just morning pages of gabble people had babbled out at me as been no fun. firstly when I wrote that I was ill, people were not helping as they should have been and also I was just repeating things people said to me like throwing out the dust bin to get rid of it out of my head and no son of a slut has the right to use it against me and play cheap abusive games. what I wrote was private and not ment for any son or dog of a slut face to look at and I will not be held accountable for the stuff I had to trash out of my brain after years of torture. I am not impressed with william and that dirty royals and dirty don and dirty tv scum who abused me. not impressed by dirty ken or dirty katy and dirty rick and dirty bec. your all scum scammers and dirty bullies. I hate you all and hope you die !

ricky martin and william and others expecting me to live out what I wrote in my diary as just mornin...