i don't know who to trust anymore. so i don't trust too many people at all.

my sister rose says evil things to me like "and I will never look after any of your kids if you ever have any your so fat and ugly and your stupid for looking after aaron". and I told a psychologist at centerlink about how she was abusing me, bashing me, katy bashing me and sexually assaulting me- a lesbian attacking me, I told them about everything I could at the time, how rose has said she never wanted to be related to me and hated me from the day I was born. mum and told her to fuck off with her shit cuz they know she has been doing this to me all my life and they caught her out so many times abusing me. I said to them I forgave her but I don't love her anymore, or my brother. there is no hard feelings towards my siblings there are just no feelings at all towards them after the rudeness. I told my therapist how my father has always done this waving his fists around at me and mum and his drinking and my sister saying her filipinos and dutch husband used to call me ugly and stupid and dad stupid and mum stupid. and its mentally effected me. I don't care what my sisters husbands loser families think of me, but would rose like to hear what my friends think of her?

my sister rose says evil things to me like "and I will never look after any of your kids if you ever...

they think they are doing such a good job providing shit courses in australia here, the health college I go to has a campus at one of the universities and online their course is over the place. the project makes no sense and generally its a typical australia balls up crap. like there is so gonna be so many jobs out there for us all. not likely I am too cynical and bitten to hear that bs from any mf around here. all they do is promise but deliver shit or nothing. not a good enough option anymore. fuck you australian scum low life losers of the earth.

they think they are doing such a good job providing shit courses in australia here, the health colle...

tafe are laughable. tafe will not save australia. but then I am not a believer with tafe, as dad used to say about the amway rarara's I joke about the tafe rararaa's and how they must brain wash everyone working their to eat drink and think tafe 24/7 and its laughable. i hear kids saying "I am not even going to pass mum", "I might as well just drop out" exactly. because you are not ment to pass, only a small elite are gonna ever pass, only 5% of university students ever get work and they are the elite of the elite. most fail. that was what we were told at university and unemployment was like "well wow, that is something to look forward to" ? wwhattt! anyway, we are all ment to fail. and the world is going to fail.

tafe are laughable. tafe will not save australia. but then I am not a believer with tafe, as dad use...