i don't know who to trust anymore. so i don't trust too many people at all.

I need a job for myself worth and self value and rewards. it feels like its everyone else more deserving than me gets the job or husband or holiday and house - when is it my turn?

I need a job for myself worth and self value and rewards. it feels like its everyone else more deser...

I am sick of my mother expecting me to clean her house! she used to enslave me as a child cleaning every weekend and most nights, then as a teen the same also doing wash and ironing and sometimes cooking. then when they won this house she made me work so hard cleaning and never allowing any of my friends to sleep over but 1 and cousins while my sister and her husband had people here I had to clean up after. - where is my house? I had no social teenage life because of her complaining and dirty throwing labels about how we were such pigs. all I ever did was clean for that bitch and I am sick of it. I neglected my studies and relationships for her cleaning her big big house! where is my big big big big house!?

I am sick of my mother expecting me to clean her house! she used to enslave me as a child cleaning e...

she makes me feel guilty for taking time out to study or relax or socialize. I have never had good reliable friends and never known the meaning of a good reliable man. heather did the same thing trying to bring guilt out of me over massage physo for my back and neck from car accident, other girls for clothing who were spoilt little shits. I knew poverty and these little shits thought they should be better then me in jobs and with men and they knew nothing about real life experiences.

she makes me feel guilty for taking time out to study or relax or socialize. I have never had good r...