i love him, and i also enjoy being sexual abused by

i have been so "BBBOOORRING" to others and they are to me now too. like I told all the publishing companies where to go stick their book offers up their assholes. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KTc3PsW5ghQ

i have been so "BBBOOORRING" to others and they are to me now too. like I told all the publishing co...

why should i be nice to people after all these years of abuse. she go on about her hindu karma but that has nothing to do with me, that is her issue and not mine. I don't give a frig about karma. I don't even believe in it and I don't really believe in a god anymore. I used to but I don't feel gods love at all for years since about 1995 and then long time without gods real presence i would pray but certainly by 2004 i realised this whole god thing was a load of bullshit. i was doing good and still being abused. people who did bad got rewarded. so I just don't believe anymore in much. sorry but i don't think there is a god. like some therapist said to me " your time must be coming soon for all the crap you been through he is overdue to help you" and i was like "god, what is god? anymore, that fool I used to talk to, oh that bloody idiot that never listened and acts schizophrenic. arrrha bugger the bastard" like dad and mum always say about aaron for the last 15 years. bugger the bastards"

why should i be nice to people after all these years of abuse. she go on about her hindu karma but t...

why try to hold up the sky and everyone when no one hold it up for you or holds you up. bugger the world and stupid stars. there is nothing left in life to appreciate as dad and mum have said for the last 25 years. nothing in life, no such thing as real friends and caring and sharing and all the work you put in no one will thank you or remember you for it later. mark my words on that. all those sluts and whores at those baby shows with their mongrel sprog bastard snorty shitty mongrel kids I had to hold up. bugger the little bastards, they don't care about how i am, the rich spoilt dirty little shitty ugly mongrels. that is what dad told me and he is right in work and always a back stabber to take you down and a whore with her sprog to get in your way. those dirty ugly fat disgusting whores and their mongrel kids at those baby shows and those stupid baby spastic baskets. I just let melissa think i will help but I won't I don't even want to go back to melissa because she is a useless idiot and I could do her job better then her. and I know it.

why try to hold up the sky and everyone when no one hold it up for you or holds you up. bugger the w...