i need around $7,000 just to cut even to do post grad study and i don't know where it is coming from. I need $7000 for my book publishing. and I have other expenses like medical bills and pet medical bills and that is not including holidays for other people or house expenses on repairs - to a house i dont even own. i do get some discounts for massage/phsyio with my health fund but not near enough to cover other medical needs like surgery in clinic and other speicalist visits. I sometimes feel like getting rid of my health fund, in the last 12 months i never used it once so what is the point of having it? they won't pay for my education or real health needs or give me a job or find me husband?

that is why I am copying my sister she doesn't want to mix with people, I am a very sociable person and unlike her I don't have a husband but I am learning and playing and I am learning to be a repleant person seeing others repled me, when I was so kind and caring. so I am learning and copying people who are better players then me, its the only way to win at life, copy others , repelle if people chose to repelle your needs, lifeliine said to me "you want to be left alone" I said no I have been left alone for the last 30 years without a husband or friends it was kelly who said she wanted to be left alone and I am not kelly the ned outlaw gangster gamer, I don't have a witchy margie side kick helping me either. kelly said she wanted to be left alone" I told her directly I have done nothing to you, I can't help a spoilt brat player I did nothing to her I simply said I don't know how much longer I can tolerate the abuse in those spastic little choirs full or losers and deadbeats and no hopers and having a book thrown at me and leah was not polite and margie yelling and bullying and talking about her hsuabnd and kids and mother with such hate. I don't have the patients for someone as retarted as kelly she has deformity and its not my problem. its her problem. she doesn't have a right to control what i say to my doctors its none of her business at all." I hope you do end up left all alone kelly crazymaker. your a nutcase.

that is why I am copying my sister she doesn't want to mix with people, I am a very sociable person ...

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