i wish i was in paris living the rich life. here in australia our fougy old govt seems to think everyone has millions and if that loser rich bitch turnbum turnball (he has no human grace!) things he can sweet talk me about a "sorry to child sexual abuse victims" all I can say is - show me the money faggot turnjollyballs! its much too late for that retard "Now I close my eyes And I wonder why I don't despise Now all I can do Love what was once So alive and new But it's gone from your eyes I'd better realize Eyes without a face your such a human disgrace!!!!!" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9OFpfTd0EIs so many midnight hour trips to the hospital even my birthday on nye no cunt caring about me with my infections and health problems, no one has ever shown me any love or softness at all. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z9wDixvVv4g I'm all out of hope One more bad dream could bring a fall? When I'm far from home Don't call me on the phone To tell me you're alone It's easy to deceive It's easy to tease But hard to get release Eyes without a face (les yeux sans visage) Eyes without a face, got no human grace your eyes without a face I spend so much time Believing all the lies To keep the dream alive Now it makes me sad It makes me mad at truth For loving what was you Eyes without a face (les yeux sans visage) Eyes without a face, got no human grace your eyes without a face When you hear the music you make a dip Into someone else's pocket then make a slip Steal a car and go to las vegas oh, the gigolo pool Hanging out by the state line, turning holy water into wine Drinkin' it down I'm on a bus on a psychedelic trip Reading murder books tryin' to stay hip I'm thinkin' of you you're out there so Say your prayers Say your prayers Say your prayers Now I close my eyes And I wonder why I don't despise Now all I can do Love what was once So alive and new But it's gone from your eyes I'd better realize Eyes without a face (les yeux sans visage) Eyes without a face, got no human grace your eyes without a face Such a human waste your eyes without a face And now it's getting worse

i wish i was in paris living the rich life. here in australia our fougy old govt seems to think everyone has millions and if that loser rich bitch turnbum turnball (he has no human grace!) things he can sweet talk me about a "sorry to child sexual abuse victims" all I can say is - show me the money faggot turnjollyballs! its much too late for that retard "Now I close my eyes And I wonder why I don't despise Now all I can do Love what was once So alive and new But it's gone from your eyes I'd better realize Eyes without a face your such a human disgrace!!!!!" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9OFpfTd0EIs so many midnight hour trips to the hospital even my birthday on nye no cunt caring about me with my infections and health problems, no one has ever shown me any love or softness at all. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z9wDixvVv4g I'm all out of hope One more bad dream could bring a fall? When I'm far from home Don't call me on the phone To tell me you're alone It's easy to deceive It's easy to tease But hard to get release Eyes without a face (les yeux sans visage) Eyes without a face, got no human grace your eyes without a face I spend so much time Believing all the lies To keep the dream alive Now it makes me sad It makes me mad at truth For loving what was you Eyes without a face (les yeux sans visage) Eyes without a face, got no human grace your eyes without a face When you hear the music you make a dip Into someone else's pocket then make a slip Steal a car and go to las vegas oh, the gigolo pool Hanging out by the state line, turning holy water into wine Drinkin' it down I'm on a bus on a psychedelic trip Reading murder books tryin' to stay hip I'm thinkin' of you you're out there so Say your prayers Say your prayers Say your prayers Now I close my eyes And I wonder why I don't despise Now all I can do Love what was once So alive and new But it's gone from your eyes I'd better realize Eyes without a face (les yeux sans visage) Eyes without a face, got no human grace your eyes without a face Such a human waste your eyes without a face And now it's getting worse
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