Life doesn't guarantee anything don't tax yourself here familiarity is the game so just enjoy the consolation moment when you feel the closeness, the connection.. Isn't it a fact if everything was fine we wouldn't risk our sanity here. We feel our need but when can't take the leap then other than scrolling and searching what else can be done so at times got to bear the burn also. It is like understanding without understanding the deepest insecurities... Stay blessed xoxo