Some times i hate my girlfriend, but i love her so

like police said to me, "if it looks or sounds too good to be true then it probably is" about money, and life and men and everything you can apply this to. I am past needing happy ever afters now and babies. as much as it would be nice to think it could happen logic tells me it can't and won't. and I am sick of people expecting me to believe their lies and bullshit!

like police said to me, "if it looks or sounds too good to be true then it probably is" about money,...

this hindi woman keeps pushing her values on me saying women have babies at 50 but that is not all women, and they have to be healthy. just because other people do things doesn't mean I have to do things their way. I have my own way of doing things and my own wants and desires and needs that don't include her and others butting in where they are not wanted. I go to her for business not family planning advice. I don't have a husband or partner and I can't see one coming along and I aint waiting around either in hope for one. I wanted children when I was 25 not at 45 and certainly not at bloody 50! how dare you even come your hole power game and nigar act with me? cuz I don't want to know about your life and how you feel I only want to know about how I feel. we are not the same. I am not you. and I have different needs. different value systems.

this hindi woman keeps pushing her values on me saying women have babies at 50 but that is not all w...

i am a whole person as i am whatever good comes along is the icing but people from my past are not the cake! my love life is moving on to the not just the future but I love life now. being healthy is the most important thing. cuz having kids is not a guarantee of being loved in old age. I think I gave the men around this town plenty of chances and now I want to move on! i am not waiting around for things or men or friends. I have no control over finding the right man. I can only do certain things and so far the men I have met here have been awful. all the men I have met have been low grade and when I was at my best I met all the shit around. I knew the image of who I wanted to be but then I accepted others didn't share that or want that for me. and that doesn't mean I have to be around the losers and stupid men others have tried to through on me. I really do want to move from australia anyway and find someone with better values then most australians and someone who has diverse values that are not like all these old men who I find annoying or too young like unlucky llee/locked up lee where he belongs cuz I need someone better then him or old boring theodro, etc.

i am a whole person as i am whatever good comes along is the icing but people from my past are not t...