still waiting for the sandwiches to be made. I have no idea what that witch is up to !

=/ I don't know who I am anymore. I used to be so happy and carefree.. but I'm not I've changed but no one noticed. I act like I'm confident when I'm really not. I act like I'm happy, I put a fake smile on everyday. Why can't I just truly be happy? Why don't i f****** love myself? I don't get it. People say I'm pretty but I don't believe that. I'm so insecure of my under eye circles and I feel so awkward when people comment my body. Why do I feel this way? I think I'm Bi. I don't want to admit it though, I'm in denial. I've watched p*** before and it got me h**** and I feel horrible.. almost as if I'm doing something wrong and I AM. My parents would kill me if they knew that I was bi, it's not in my culture to be bi. I'm supposed to be straight and get married to a guy that's the same race as me. I have a boyfriend, I think he knows that I'm Bi, but i'm not sure. I love him so much! How can I say that thought when I don't even love myself. I feel like everyone hates me. I don't know why.. I feel like I can't be myself around certain people. I feel like I have to act in a certain way so people can accept me for who I am. Why am i living this fake life? Why do I think that people don't like me? It's not like I did anything wrong.

=/ I don't know who I am anymore. I used to be so happy and carefree.. but I'm not I've changed but...

I am so confused about diet advice and cream and butter and bacon, etc. i am sick of conflcting stupid advice. coffee, dark chocolate, nuts etc. just sick of all the shit advice.

I am so confused about diet advice and cream and butter and bacon, etc. i am sick of conflcting stup...

teens were like years ago, on teachers and family don't understand why we just do our study and exams listening to music and don't want to socialise or talk or mix or blend or participate. but we're all the same now. everyone is in extreme closed in circuits of social groups unable to mix now due to the new hard-nosed emerging class system here. everyone keeps to themselves in their bubble now.

teens were like years ago, on teachers and family don't understand why we just do our study and exam...