I cheated I am engaged to a wonderful woman, the best that I could ever ask/hope for. She is really into waiting until marriage to have s** and I respect that and have respected that so far. The other night however I was really h**** and ended up chatting with someone online who I ended up meeting to watch a movie with with the knowledge that something might happen. We didn't kiss but we fooled around a bit and she gave me a b*******. I feel terrible. I tried to justify it as not being different than masturbating because there was no emotional connection and it was just to get off. Now that I've done that I know I would never do it again. I'm leaning towards not telling my significant other and just trying to forget about it and appreciate what I have but don't know what to do.

I cheated I am engaged to a wonderful woman, the best that I could ever ask/hope for. She is really into waiting until marriage to have s** and I respect that and have respected that so far. The other night however I was really h**** and ended up chatting with someone online who I ended up meeting to watch a movie with with the knowledge that something might happen. We didn't kiss but we fooled around a bit and she gave me a b*******. I feel terrible. I tried to justify it as not being different than masturbating because there was no emotional connection and it was just to get off. Now that I've done that I know I would never do it again. I'm leaning towards not telling my significant other and just trying to forget about it and appreciate what I have but don't know what to do.
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