I’m a really ugly girl, and i stress on the word REALLY, e...

I’m a really ugly girl, and i stress on the word REALLY, even a rhino’s arse looks better than my face, and i have a sagy tits, simmilar to my grandmother’s, and of course i’m still a virgin, and probably will die a virgin. this is not the problem, i got used to this, and i accept myself, but the problem is that i always day dream that i’m a little princess who likes to go fucken around, looking for OLD kings. still this is not a problem, cause everybody deserves the right to day dream, but what i notice when i come back to reality, i.e. my day dreams, is that i find my fingers are inside my vegina playing with my “little man in a boat” thingy. still tius is not a main problem, since we all like to play with ourselves sometimes, the problem it happens when i’m at the office or in a resturant with a couple of friends. still this is not the problem, since my friends know about my condition, but the problem is that the whole thing happen during my period time, which means that when i take my fingers out of my vegina, there is always a blood on them still this is nothing compared to what i suffer, we girls do have a persiod, and blood is something normal, the problem is that i like to lick my fingers afterwords, exactly like what people do when they eat KFC. still this is not the problem, according to the constitutional rights, every citizin have the right to lick his/her own finger, with or without blood, but the problem is that i feel disgusted afterwords and throw up in front of everybody