I like watching porn and I masturbate everyday because of that

I like watching porn and I masturbate everyday because of that my wife wants the divorce. I don't want to divorce but I won't give up watching porn.
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Guy at Gym at my university dorm while married. I cheated on my husband our senior year of college when we were dating. It was a one time deal with a stranger who I have never seen again. I do not know what came over me that day but I must confess to get it off my chest. It was a Saturday in the spring and my husband was visiting his parents. I was at the dorms for the weekend to study for finals. I decided to take a break and head down to the gym for a run. I was wearing a sports bra and tiny red shorts that showed off my ass nicely. My husband always liked when I wore them and I always caught other guys staring at me too. I went to a small college that usually emptied out on the weekend so I was surprised when I went to the gym to see a guy in there lifting weights. I had never seen him before but he was really buff and cute. I got on the treadmill to run my 3 miles and every now and then I would look up in the mirror and catch the guy checking my ass out. Nothing unusual because most guys did. The workout was uneventful but when I got off the treadmill to leave the guy came up to me and very boldly stated that he wanted to f*** me. He did not say hi or introduce himself, just that he wanted to f*** me. I was really surprised but also really turned on that someone would be so brazen and want me so bad to say this. Soooo... I gave him my dorm building and room number and told him to be there in 30 minutes and to walk in as the door would be unlocked. I was so h**** and was not thinking straight, but I knew that I wanted this guy to f*** me. He seemed like the type who would give it to me good. I went back and took a shower and then waited for him butt naked on my bed. When he came in I got on my hands and knees and stuck my ass up in the air and told him to take my p****. I did not want any foreplay, I just needed to be f*****. He obliged my request and pulled down his shorts. I then felt his ample c*** penetrate my p**** and screamed out in relief to have his d*** in me. All I can say is he f***** me like a stallion. He was very aggressive (pulling my hair, slapping my ass, and fish hooking me). I loved it and orgasmed 5 or 6 times for the hour he was there. We f***** doggystyle first and then he picked me up by my ass and f***** me against the bedroom door which I thought was going to break. Then we finished with him f****** me missionary and when he was ready to c** I let him c** in my mouth which I have never done for my husband. I am sure the entire campus heard us f****** or shall I say heard me moaning and screaming and c****** like a w****, but I did not care. It was such a hot, random, out of body experience that I almost think I dreamt it up. After he came in my mouth, he put on his clothes and left. He never said a word to me and I have not seen him since. It was definitely the best s** of my life!!!

Guy at Gym at my university dorm while married. I cheated on my husband our senior year of college ...

I'm a woman in her late 20s and I've recently developed these uncomfortable and inappropriate feelings for my boyfriend's 20 year-old son. My boyfriend is in his late 40s and is a recovering addict and got out of jail just a couple years ago. He's trying to move on from his past and stay out of trouble. His son, who I'll call Todd, did not have any relationship with his dad until recently. What I've heard about Todd suggested that he was pretty wayward; he'd been in several boys homes, had been arrested multiple times himself, had gotten a girl pregnant and dropped out of college. Whenever he came to visit-which at first was not often- he would come in looking extremely self-possessed and walking around in this arrogant way, like he owned his father's house, but he was really nice to me at first. He shook my hand, made eye contact, asked me questions about myself...like his father, he has these intense blue eyes that I could see certain women being drawn to. Then a couple things started happening. First, while he was still in college, he brought a girlfriend home. Her name was Katlyn. She was a cheerleader; she was nice but kind of spacey and not that smart. Every night they were home they would have rough, noisy sex that anybody in the house could hear...my boyfriend would pretend nothing was happening, but I couldn't. At first I was jealous. The sexual energy younger men have was obviously preferable to the sexual energy of Todd's Dad...there were always some issues, let's put it that way. I envied Katlyn and the multiple orgasms she was having. The third time I heard them was when I started getting turned on. I got out of bed (Todd's Dad was asleep, somehow) and snuck out to the door of the guest room. I listened closer to the sounds of copulation and started masturbating to it. Every time Katlyn moaned, I imagined it was me moaning. When I heard Todd groan, it was really really hot. I stopped myself just before I could cum and ran back to the bedroom. Todd and Katlyn left the next morning and it was only after that that eventually Todd's sister came to visit and talked to me in private one morning while he father was gone about...lots of things. One of them was that her younger brother was engaging in activity beyond what was normal in young men his age. He drank and drugged and she was worried that he was becoming addicted. He had more sexual partners than was healthy and had gotten a girl pregnant and was dodging paying for an abortion. She worried that he would become like his father, who had also been a womanizer when he was using. I started worrying about what might happen the next time I saw Todd and there was one time when I heard him and his Dad having a screaming argument on the phone. I assumed that meant he wouldn't be coming over any time soon. But then Todd dropped out of college- he'd been selling drugs, amongst other things- and showed up at his dad's house un expectedly. He had another girl with him this time. She seemed a little more intellectual than the last girl. I did the same thing I'd done the last time. I went to the door of the guest room and listened to them fucking and this time got off to it. In my pants. Early the next morning I went downstairs because I'd woken up and needed a glass of water and I got down to the living room to discover Todd passed out on the couch, a bunch of beer bottles on the floor, naked. I heard the toilet flush and out of the bathroom came ANOTHER woman-someone entirely different- who did not exactly look like, let's say, a reputable lady. She wore a high skirt and was straightening out her cheap fishnet stockings when she saw me and muttered, "Oh christ..." Then she left. Todd woke up and asked me to help him get back to bed. I helped him back up the stairs and in to his room and saw that his girlfriend was no longer there. Todd seemed kind of out of it so I just left him on the bed and let him sleep. His dad slept through all of this. It was the this morning when I was alone downstairs- Todd's Dad had gone to work- and I was doing some dishes. Todd comes downstairs, finally, and comes up to me and tells me that last night was a blur for him and he apologized if he'd been rude. I said no, he hadn't. Then he touched my hand and for a second pressed it down on the counter. He held it there and then released the pressure. He stroked my arm. I asked him what he was doing. He told me that he knew I'd listened in on him the previous night. He said that he was between girls now and he was looking for someone more mature. He said that he knew his dad was a bore and probably wasn't giving me any. He said he had a tongue and he 'knew what to do with it.' Then he stepped away from me and fake-apologized several times. He said he was leaving tomorrow. While he talked to me I actually got a little wet. I can't stand it. Should I go up to his room? His dad works late today...

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