Killed a Chicken

The great Will Wade in. How shitty The negativity has always diminished this board but the thing that has reduced my visits is just the unreasonable- ness around people’s posts beginning with Miles and never ending sexual incest drops which has made other confess sites fall immediately over. yeh to Truth and reasonable postsfans who thrive on negativity. It’s been that way since as long as I can remember which dates back to irs and will draw down votes . So get ready for the miserable down voters . look at it!

The great Will Wade in. How shitty The negativity has always diminished this board but the thing t...

I aborted my husband's baby My husband and I had been trying to have a baby. He convinced me we should start having kids after two years together... I thought I was ready, but when I found out I was pregnant I freaked out. I just didn't feel ready. I got an abortion and my husband has no idea. I started secretly taking birth control because he is so excited about having kids I just don't have the heart to tell him I'm not ready.

I aborted my husband's baby My husband and I had been trying to have a baby. He convinced me we shou...

Just a girl rambling He probably doesnt really care. and now hes avoiding me... what did i do? what didnt i do? i really thought that he might care... im always to blame, maybe i put that on my self but it feels true... I should have said hello, i should have smiled, should have tried to try. i just cant. Ive cared about him forever and i see him everywhere why not.... why cant i do this? why do i put up this wall that prevents me from leaving this stupid bubble of safety i put myself into... im afraid of embarrassment, im afraid of being totally ignored so i let the most perfect relationship slip away. I love everything about him, just who he is. Of course hes attractive which makes it worse! If he were more normal, this woud be easier... hes just too amazing... i dont know what to do because i just shut down my real feelings, i cut myself off to avoid pain.... anytime ive tried to say what i really feel in the past my parents have mocked me, have said i was nothing, have said that i was worthless and useless and stupid. How can i put my feelings back on the line? i just cant handle being totally rejected i really cant. All my friends have boyfriends now and im losing them. My best friend is already gone so instead of having anyone who cares, and who i care about... im writing on an anonymous confessions wall. I wish i was brave. i wish i could allow myself to be happy. i wish. Maybe i can??? I had this audition today where there was an interview, i was fine. i kept my head and didnt flip out like i thought i would.... maybe he wont hate me, although lately it seems like it.... i dont know what i did wrong. i think i may have missed my chance....

Just a girl rambling He probably doesnt really care. and now hes avoiding me... what did i do? what ...