I confess i treated pentwyn like shit

   I CONFESS THAT I HAVE TREATED PENTWYN VERY BADLY . AND I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER   THAT IS ALL SHE WAS WISHING WAS TO HAVE A PLATONIC FRIEND WHO SHE  COULD TRUST, WHEN SHE WAS SCARED ABOUT HER ILLNESS   INSTEAD I GAVE HER A MADE UP EMAIL ADDRESS SO MY MATES AND I COULD ALL HAVE A GOOD LAUGH AT HER ON THE PIG BOARD   I SHOULD HAVE KNOW BETTER , BUT THAT ALL I CARED ABOUT WAS COMING IN PISSED AND TAKING THE PISS OUT OF HER ON ARRSE .   SHE AS TRIED EVERYWAY POSSIBLE TO GET ME TO UNDERSTAND, THAT SHE WAS GOING THROUGH A DIFFCULT TIME BUT I WOULD NOT LISTEN TO HER .   EVEN WHEN BLONDEBINT GAVE HER INFORMATION TO USE AGAINST ME, SHE IGNORED HER AND WOULD HAVE NOTHING SAID AGAINST ME . I HAVE TREATED HER REALLY BAD AND I HOPE EVERYONE CAN FORGIVE ME .
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