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Family, For better For worse My Family means the world to me. I'd probably do anything for them. When my parents decided to migrate to US, my family was very happy and excited. I was only 9 years old back then. My parents always had the mentality, that US is better than any other country. But when we got there, we were in constant need of money. My father who had a hard time keeping a job as a aircraft mechanic would also argue and beat my mother almost every night.My mother would lock us in a room ,and my brothers and I were left listening to her horrifying screams and crashing sounds through the thin cheap apartment walls, as he pounded his fist onto her flesh ....thump...thump...thump. I experienced much discrimination in school,.... or wherever, and my brothers also felt it too. The pressure also got to my oldest brother... so he liked to molest, and eventually rape,me whenever no ones around. It started shortly after we arrived in US, meaning I was still 9 years of age. I remember not understanding the situation. As I grew older, I constantly felt disgusted of my self. But I could never push him away...Who else feed me when my mother was to tired to even bother with me...Or my father who only sits on his obnoxious ass all day drinking and smoking his life away?? Who else would help me when I don't understand something? Who else would hug me and say it was all going to be alright? So to YOU...Oh reader, I confess that I always let my brother do as he wishes with me even today... No matter how disgusting I am...As he nonchalantly f**** and c*** in me like a dog in heat, careless of what I feel inside... , I will always smile and tell him I love him. One day, 12-year old me, confessed what was happening within my household, it was to much, I could not take it anymore.I was so young so delicate... My Middle School's Psychiatrist promised me that it was all going to be confidential, That she was only doing this to help me feel better. But I was wrong, the next day, the police came to my front door, looking for my father. I was away during this time, and so was my father. My brother told us that they would return tomorrow. Once my mother heard of the news, She sends my father away. My father, cursed me as he left my life for 4 years. Due to US's recessive state, eventually my family and I returned to our home country. And the funny thing is...My family and I still act the same... I'm now 20 years of age. Still acting like that delicate little girl that was only trying to reach for help. I can't believe that I confessed. So If you reach this far, I thank you from the very bottom of my heart.For I have asked for none-more but for someone to hear my story, to find relief. Thank you...

Family, For better For worse My Family means the world to me. I'd probably do anything for them. Wh...

if I complain about anything they go "are you having aunty maarie problems again are you?" I am not davids aunty maarie and I resent that comparison. I am my own person!

if I complain about anything they go "are you having aunty maarie problems again are you?" I am not ...

this is my bombshell, I have been ripped off by travel and holiday clubs, last year it was CruiseMegastore this year it has been Platinum and Premiums, I was planning a holiday for my family to Melbourne we been there a few times my dad been there once for a radio conference but we thought it would be nice to see some of melbourne seeing my fathers parents came from victoria and my mums had family in Ballarat so we wanted to make a thing of it and go see the Apostles and the pengiun parade and a castle and see ballerat , we want to go see Flinders Rangers and Cobbrerpedy my mums ancestors were flinders and we wanted to see the underground hotels and I always without fail every year put in a entry to go win a stay at Craigs Royal Hotel in Ballerat for a high tea as well. Looks lovely. we wanted to go to the castle as well and stay there well, I had to cancel most of our trip and lost money. I blame platinum for it because they don't explain things clearly and I was in tears the manager of the hotel was so nice and said to me "love you got to be firmer with them and demand your rights" and I said they won't let me and the govt won't either, if I get stroppy they accuse you of all kinds of things and want to put you away in a padded mental cell, so now I have lost $800 plus over $4,000 in free flights so I am so upset I was crying and speachless I had to speak to a nun to calm myself now about how hurt and upset I was. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GoP1WfCmYFQ I mean here it is last year I booked my cruise and I booked one for next year with the help of my aunty as well cuz she is coming but last year my father had to sit in a painful train for 40 hrs and we were all in pain when we could have used the flights. we stayed in a dirt cheap backpackers (we met some lovely people there and it was ok but my parents and I on disability deserve some small luxuries now, in all our lives we have rarely had a holiday, and i could have got discounts in a hotel if they had told me earlier that the flights and deal had to be used up by a certain time. the first time I ever stayed in a hotel was when i was 28 in a motor inn that gave us a lovely breakfast as well. we never stayed in one resort as kids or teens, or in my twenties. I worked cleaning Mercure hotel rooms and work experience at the Heritage Hotel (Samford Plaza) while I was at university saving money. never afford to stay at the place however. my aunty is super rich she won the lotto we didn't. unbelievable! I am so hurt over this. Its going to take me a lot time to get over this. we were looking forward to the Philip Island trip and we have not travelled for relaxation or work even that much. in the last 30 years we took last year our first ever short 3 night cruise and I blame that sarina russo for all this. she is to blame. she knows she is to blame. that woman is going to be remembered like hitler and be facing the wrath of god for what she has done to unemployed victims.

this is my bombshell, I have been ripped off by travel and holiday clubs, last year it was CruiseMeg...