Sorry Uncle Pennybags, Sorry Mr. Monopoly!

oh gee O am I depressed or what? I still feel depressed on antidepressants when he is gone.

oh gee O am I depressed or what? I still feel depressed on antidepressants when he is gone.

dating sites are expensive fees I can't afford, I have no friends a lot, sometimes I admit I just dump all my friends if I think they have been hurting me behind my back, I tried local clubs, support groups, friend groups, meeting groups, churches, I have considered walking the streets at night because men ignore you during the day. all my other girlfriends could get guys flirting with them offering them dates just at the shop check out que or at the petrol pump or at the traffic lights or college I never could. but considering just going out alone at night to clubs and walking the streets alone to find a friend. its just that I am prone to illness if I go out at night too much but it might be the only option in finding a man to date.

dating sites are expensive fees I can't afford, I have no friends a lot, sometimes I admit I just du...

I tried craigslist and escort agencies for high class model men that charge about $2,000 a night for dinner or sex and he will do threesomes and snm but not my thing, he is average looking really and I have seen better more attractive men as waiters quite honestly. tried the personal ads in papers for blind dates and wondered should I try a spinster ball? but they are so dear. I used to pay people to talk to me and go out with me sometimes. I paid people to go places with me so I don't have a problem at all hiring a escort for dinner or sex even so long as he is hot because I don't want garbage, I passed up a hot male muscle builders massage offer about 14 years ago out of fear because I never had a male model massage me in the complete nude and he wanted to do that and was a body builder but I said no. I passed up a guy who drank cocktails in the pool at night because he didn't seem honest and genuine. I rang my friend and she told me not to go out with the craigslist and personal ad types without my mother and she ment it! so I didn't go then I found out he was a liar and had kids and married and divorced. I don't want someone with kids. god no!

I tried craigslist and escort agencies for high class model men that charge about $2,000 a night for...