Sorry Uncle Pennybags, Sorry Mr. Monopoly!

I have been sad last few days its anniversary of sabi's death, I don't expect people to understand,cuz I just don't give a flying fuck who I offend these days since she went. I have so much bitterness in me and false friendliness and false politeness there are days I have to force it politeness out and its painful but its better the days when I can be blantantly rude, hard and cruel and harsh and mean to heaps of people. it somehow makes me feel better! just over a cat. and fuck the world on their spastic fucking xmas eve holedown hellfire shows. I hope heaps of people die in hell anyway. who cares! I just write my songs and that is a different side to me no one sees.

I have been sad last few days its anniversary of sabi's death, I don't expect people to understand,c...

i don't feel guilty for surviving death after i heard what some rich famous cunts got up to, they deserve death in eternal hell and compared to them, I am a saint. compared to the faggot scum married whores and bastard men and old hags and their witchypoo games and young scum, I am a saint, if god prefers the prostitutes and criminals and murders and arsonists and over me well god don't want to come complaining to me, cuz the bible is a complete bucket of shit and heaps of gospels were taken out and found later and its all a load of fucking shit!

i don't feel guilty for surviving death after i heard what some rich famous cunts got up to, they de...

this dumb dogbitch comes up to me and going on as to if i think i will go to heaven and crapping on at me with her bullshit, the cunts just read pages word for word and have no idea of the meaning and if you talk about another part of the bible they haven't studied it that week to know and you confuse them. I have debates with them often and I still believe i am right, if there is a god it has to be scientifically proven and there is no scientific proof that jesus lived or was worth all this hullabaloo, and its not that i am any christain or anti god, but a lot of the bible and jesus teachings are so contradictory and make no sense. and i said to mum I don't want to talk to biblebashing so called do-gooders when you put them to their word they don't follow threw which tells you something about their true christianity anyway. they can't bare debate and reasonable principles about religion and i don't want to know about death and refuse to acknowledge any form of death around me or about me, I just don't want to talk about it at all and so what? god is a terrorist. when you have had a near death experience you know it is true. god is a terrorist. and jesus was a confusing wanker. lets face the truth of their bullshit! there aint no god there is nothing at death.

this dumb dogbitch comes up to me and going on as to if i think i will go to heaven and crapping on ...