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I sometimes fantasize about my high school history teacher. He is only 10 years older than me, and when I first met him...I hated his guts, but all of the sudden; I guess I fell in love with him. I dream about him almost every night and it's not in the filthy or degrading kind of thoughts. It's just I want to be around him, I enjoy seeing him everyday; I wish him the best and just want to make him happy. He laughs at my lame ass jokes, and really does care. I once made a suicide note for a class presentation that was about depression, and he saw and it took it literal. He gave me a long speech on how important I was...I'm not depressed or suicidal and constantly told him it was for that was a class, but he said he didn't care on the fact it was for a class. LIKE UGH...I fall to pieces on how awkward I am when I'm around him.LIKE SRSLY ALL I WANT TO DO IS MAKE HIM FOOD AND FEED IT TO HIM ON SOME COMFY SOFA. AND CARESS HIS CHEEKS AND JUST LOOK INTO HIS PERFECT BROWN EYES FOR AN ETERNITY

I sometimes fantasize about my high school history teacher. He is only 10 years older than me, and w...

I�m a 22 years old, good looking, italian boy. I read the posts on this site everytime I feel sad, that means in every moment. I�m so depressed. The girlfriend I loved cheated on me, she hurt me so much, I had to leave her after I tried to pardon her. She�s a bitch, but at least she was caring. Now I am worried of girls, but also I desperatly need someone that is caring with me. I started �college� two years ago, I am not studying but I don�t want to work, because I want a work that satisfies me, not a common one. I am very good in writing, but I don�t do anything that going to a stupid, temporary job and losing time playing computer games. I am too sensitive, and for that people thinks that i act strangely. I have few friends, and only one of them that I really like to stay with. I�m falling in love for the girlfriend of a friend. She�s not so beautiful, but she�s really really intelligent and educated. I am pretty and I could have all the girls I want, but I like only inttelligent, educate and sensible ones. Not like my ex. I love my family, but they don�t completly understand me. And they are right always telling me that I�m waisting my life. I don�t see a future for me. I�m a failiure. In everything. Writing, gaming and drinking too much are the only things that I can do. I don�t know why I�m writing this here. I would like someone of you to help me. But noone, obviously, can.

I�m a 22 years old, good looking, italian boy. I read the posts on this site everytime I feel sad,...

The latest shitty thing my boss has done! I've been scrounging all summer trying to come up with lessons that don't involve purchasing anything and trying to locate needed supplies from various partner organizations. It's a mess and totally unsustainable for the program going forward. Then, the other day I'm in the car with my co-worker and she mentions that because we got done early, she wanted to know if we could stop at the co-op so she can buy the gift card for the program. I said sure and then asked what it was for...she said that our boss and her were going over the budget and needed to spend the extra $300 before July and they had no idea what to do, so are just getting a gift card to purchase food for next year's programming. WTF?? She didn't even ask me if I needed anything. The one who is in charge of education on a program whose outcome is increasing nutrition knowledge. Great. Let me just continue asking begging another department for the bowls/utensils, scrounging up colored paper from a partner org, begging a scho

The latest shitty thing my boss has done! I've been scrounging all summer trying to come up with les...