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I am confessing AGAIN! grrrrrrrrrrrrr I realize I'm not "supposed to" but I like being 38. I know I'm supposed to worry about my gray and that a 20 year old is going to usurp my position as "desirable"... but I don't care! I'm so happy with where I am as a woman, I'd rather be me, at this age right now than ever go back to being naive and anxious and trying to base my life on crap that doesn't really matter! shy boy. I like a girl named Julianne. She has very bad vision, and a better hearing than most, resulting in her being very silent and withdrawn. But when she allows you to see it, she has a great personality.It will never go away you 17 have bipolar disorder. It will never go away. Even though I am careful, I will still have episodes throughout my life. I can't fix this. I'm so ashamed.

I am confessing AGAIN! grrrrrrrrrrrrr I realize I'm not "supposed to" but I like being 38. I know I'...

Okay so hey all of you know me as ShyGirl101 or HERE4U well call it whatever you want but some people on here have asked me to confess about my life and about other things that interest a lot of people on here apparently. For instance I was asked to talk about s** and What Turns me on and stuff well I am most shocked by that question but apparently it is what a lot of you on this site want so how about I start out slow by just confessing things I have done no matter how stupid it seems nor how sad or suspenseful or whatever you want to say about it. My life is not perfect although I try to make it seem like it is bye putting down everyone else I think that was one of my motives to even come on to this site in the first place. I have never felt the love from my family as though a person should get from family members and/or love ones they know and care about. Well I am 15 and I have to go to school tomorrow so I will finish this up later because it is 11 O'clock right now and I'm a heavy sleeper so goodnight and hopefully I get comments about what I have to say so far and I will be back on here to continue the confession I was starting sorry I know this is weird but I'm a busy and tired person so I need my sleep. Soon to return and finish have a good night people.

Okay so hey all of you know me as ShyGirl101 or HERE4U well call it whatever you want but some peopl...

Need dating advice I am dating a cripple and I 'm not sure if I'm doing it for her or me... to make me look good or cause I pity her... either way it's bad... she is very eccentric... says a lot of weird things... amkes me feel weird, I don't find her attractive, but she is such a good person, with a bad life... i don't want to hurt her feelings for my own selfishness.

Need dating advice I am dating a cripple and I 'm not sure if I'm doing it for her or me... to make ...