Sorry Uncle Pennybags, Sorry Mr. Monopoly!

All through elementary school and high All through elementary school and high school I've longed to be popular and well liked by my peers at school and church. At church the teens would talk and f*** around with each other and don't get me wrong, I had friends but I wasn't somebody that would be missed if I skipped a Sunday. At school it was the same story. As much as I tried to fit in with these people I was accepted but still felt out of place with them. When high school ended I had already stopped going to church and my church peers were the first ones I stopped giving a damn about. Then the ones I tried so hard to impress in school. F*** em all!!!

All through elementary school and high All through elementary school and high school I've longed to ...

Friends with Benefits That I am starting to develop feelings for this friend who I have a "Friends with benefits" relationship with. I have confessed my feelings for him but he does not feel the same way. Should I continue this relationship with him or just move on? He is currently unemployed and that could possibly be a reason why he is not looking for a serious relationship yet. It should be "friends with social and income benefits or constant welfare no work benefits - they are the real makers of the world"

Friends with Benefits That I am starting to develop feelings for this friend who I have a "Friends w...

Feelings That every time I think about you, I want to set things on fire. I want to punch my pillow and tell you how much I absolutely detest how you used and abused me. Told me that you had feelings for me, but could never say "I love you". But you could have s** with me, couldn't you? And then you up and tell me, even though I was helping you get over an abusive ex, that you were going back to her. Even though she was over twelve hours away from you. That she was going to stay in France while you stayed in Texas. That upset me. That put me on suicide watch. That put me in a psychiatric hospital. That gave me a trigger, a trigger simply of others being happy with their significant others. To where I'd break down and cry for hours on end and feel forever inadequate and not worth anyone loving me. To never have any happy feelings. And yet you said nothing when I told you this. All you said was "sorry" and haven't spoke to me since. I hate you. I hate you more than you could ever understand.

Feelings That every time I think about you, I want to set things on fire. I want to punch my pillow ...