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He almost took away my virginity When i was 11 (13 now) i had my first boy friend. His name will be Billy in this story.Billy had liked me for YEARS. And i liked him only for months. We had a great relationship at the beginning. We hung out mostly at the park since my parents didn't know. Well one day no one was home. And Billy came over. I was with my dog Halo when he knocked at the door. When i opened it Lance rushed in. He has a weird look on his face. I told him to get out and that my parents would be home soon. He glared at me as he started to walk around. I closed the door and started screaming at him. I didn't want anyone to come home. But he said he wanted to meet my mom. As i bit my lip i agree to let him stay for a little so he could meet my mom. Some time passed and no one came home. As we sat in the living room Billy started stoking my leg. I felt super uncomfortable. We had only been dating for at least a month or 2. I told him to stop as he went in for a kiss. He started complaining about how we never kissed before. I told him that i wasn't in the mood. He them started to kiss my neck. Me being scared i pushed him away and i stood up. He stood up as well. He looked super angry. I think it's time you leave! i yelled to him. He pushed me onto my couch and pinned me there. He sat on top of me. My dog isn't very friendly so she has just been watching us slightly growling. As Billy started to reach for my shorts i screamed. This triggered for my dog to jump into action. She ran to us super quick for a small dog. As Billy tried to take off my shorts Halo attacked him. Biting him and barking. I quickly stoos up and grabbed the knife that had been on the table. I screamed at him ten he ran away. I haven't seen him since!

He almost took away my virginity When i was 11 (13 now) i had my first boy friend. His name will be...

I sometimes fantasize about my high school history teacher. He is only 10 years older than me, and when I first met him...I hated his guts, but all of the sudden; I guess I fell in love with him. I dream about him almost every night and it's not in the filthy or degrading kind of thoughts. It's just I want to be around him, I enjoy seeing him everyday; I wish him the best and just want to make him happy. He laughs at my lame ass jokes, and really does care. I once made a suicide note for a class presentation that was about depression, and he saw and it took it literal. He gave me a long speech on how important I was...I'm not depressed or suicidal and constantly told him it was for that was a class, but he said he didn't care on the fact it was for a class. LIKE UGH...I fall to pieces on how awkward I am when I'm around him.LIKE SRSLY ALL I WANT TO DO IS MAKE HIM FOOD AND FEED IT TO HIM ON SOME COMFY SOFA. AND CARESS HIS CHEEKS AND JUST LOOK INTO HIS PERFECT BROWN EYES FOR AN ETERNITY

I sometimes fantasize about my high school history teacher. He is only 10 years older than me, and w...

I�m a 22 years old, good looking, italian boy. I read the posts on this site everytime I feel sad, that means in every moment. I�m so depressed. The girlfriend I loved cheated on me, she hurt me so much, I had to leave her after I tried to pardon her. She�s a bitch, but at least she was caring. Now I am worried of girls, but also I desperatly need someone that is caring with me. I started �college� two years ago, I am not studying but I don�t want to work, because I want a work that satisfies me, not a common one. I am very good in writing, but I don�t do anything that going to a stupid, temporary job and losing time playing computer games. I am too sensitive, and for that people thinks that i act strangely. I have few friends, and only one of them that I really like to stay with. I�m falling in love for the girlfriend of a friend. She�s not so beautiful, but she�s really really intelligent and educated. I am pretty and I could have all the girls I want, but I like only inttelligent, educate and sensible ones. Not like my ex. I love my family, but they don�t completly understand me. And they are right always telling me that I�m waisting my life. I don�t see a future for me. I�m a failiure. In everything. Writing, gaming and drinking too much are the only things that I can do. I don�t know why I�m writing this here. I would like someone of you to help me. But noone, obviously, can.

I�m a 22 years old, good looking, italian boy. I read the posts on this site everytime I feel sad,...