i hate my parents ,i even curse they are all died!

After many years of not one thinking about this guy that I went to school with, fate would have it that we met up one night and my life hasn't been the same since! We went away a few times and although we're just friends we do sleep with each other. The thing is that he is everything I've imagined a guy should be. We laugh at the same things (which isn't a regular occurrence with people I meet), we talk into the wee hours of the night and even though we're so completely different, I respect his beliefs as he is slowly learning to respect mine. We can be together but not talk for hours and at the same time we can share how we're feeling with no judgment, shame nor fear. We've concluded that it would be best as friends as neither of us are ready to commit to a relationship and I guess that's purely out of fear. I've fucked up so many times that I feel like it's best that I not try as I don't feel that I'm ready to do completely right this time around. There's also the factor that we have pretty much nothing in common! I'm a firm believer in God and he is an atheist. I love shopping and fine dining and he's very much a budget/bargain hunter. All that aside, our souls belong together...I'm just not sure that he and I do though.

After many years of not one thinking about this guy that I went to school with, fate would have it t...

I always been adventuring sex but haven't tried it with anyone. But bec I read a lot of erotic tales I wanted to be fucked by many different guys. I want them bigs and huge guys. Thinking that I could get laid anywhere where people can see turns me on. So I need a daddy who would fuck me everytime.

I always been adventuring sex but haven't tried it with anyone. But bec I read a lot of erotic tales...

I am currently struggling with being a demisexual panromantic in a family which, while claiming to be accepting, is not understanding. My mother believes that 15 is too young to make any sort of statement on who I am as a person and makes no attempt to understand my views on this- I'm trying to do little things to open up about myself, but every time I think I'll go out and buy that phone case with the pansexual flag on it, I freeze up and think of how she'll ask what it means and then say how I shouldn't be claiming such things about myself when I'm too young to really know for sure.... This is who I am. I can't imagine ever being any different, but now that I have words for it it's taboo. How am I supposed to let her see? (also I despise that this site makes you claim a "gender" rather than sex even though the only options are male and female)

I am currently struggling with being a demisexual panromantic in a family which, while claiming to b...