I have a crush on a co-worker at the office, few

I have a crush on a co-worker at the office, few weeks back i entered the men's room and saw him standing in front of the urinal taking a leak, and I got a sudden hardon I wanted to go to the urinal next to his, and take a peak at his dick but i was afraid that he would notice my hardon since that day, and i keep visualizing the whole thing, and daydreaming about him
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I am a man. I am34. I am bisexual. I am divorced. I am In a stable relationship with a great girl. I...