Degeneración....

Paradoxical delusions I keep moving people away from me, while all I really want is to become closer to them (a lie) . I'm so caught up in what I'm afraid of myself and people will think of me, and the secrets I keep that I block the good things. And later I want a second chance,I know I deserve it, after the way I treated them.

Paradoxical delusions I keep moving people away from me, while all I really want is to become closer...

my dad has had a melanoma removed and skin graft and ear remodeling so he ended up putting blood on my furniture. my sister and him always ruin everything good of mine and I am sick of it. as if a guaz like puppy pad for medical use will fit a pillow in it. I sometimes wonder where that stupid mans brains are? like any idiot would go get a plastic old bag or something and place it under the medical padding. and they were polite to him but rude to us. we don't own a car and no one drives here because we are all spastics on antidepressants - how he helped the world make us to be to make him feel a big man. so well done! but that don't mean its staying that way cunt world! you mongrel cunts! how I hate you mongrel cunts and this mongrel town and country. the hatered and the skank of this place is something I want to get away from. I hate australia. its the shit holes of shit holes !!! no one is allowed to be anything. its all suffering and shit and squaller and suppression. trust that stupid fucking asshole and my sister to ruin my furniture if they do it again I am going to up and hit them over the head with it.

my dad has had a melanoma removed and skin graft and ear remodeling so he ended up putting blood on ...

my beautiful beautiful prescious king louis antiques and furniture. how would you like me destroying your special things? you mongrel bastards. nigs behind it for sure. stop wrecking my french things or I will only go buy more and more and more of them.

my beautiful beautiful prescious king louis antiques and furniture. how would you like me destroying...