Degeneración....

i am sick of living in this squaller hovel dump hole from hell. it used to be a nice house, then I met joyce, before her and while I was seeing her our house was lovely clean all the time, I cleaned it senselessly. we had shit furniture but I cleaned it and then I would go looking for friends and a boyfriend same old pattern, get bashed and give up and go back to study or work and same old patterns keep emerging. like no homeless person dumps themselves at our house to live. I could really do with some young homeless bloke to move in here and clean up this for his rent and for the company and someone to talk to. if he had a car it would be all the better. if he was nice looking would be better still. I was nice looking once and I was forced to go out and mix with lowlife scum, educating the grunts the army rejected into style and eating dinner with them when I hated them so why can't someone do that for me? I had to put up with that bloody annoying keith and russel and wayne and peter and all my sisters retards. no wonder her husband david found those tards too much to cope with, they were always hanging around them. that spastic fat eliza she was a real spaz, and alison thick as two fucking bricks slammed together. dopped out.

i am sick of living in this squaller hovel dump hole from hell. it used to be a nice house, then I m...

when we first moved here the house was ok, it was almost new but older then what we were told by the drug addict real estate guy but joyce would say "oh I am glad john got out" (ie of the house, as if it was some hell hole, she kept doing this for years, while the house was modern and good) then she left the scene and the house did become a hell hole its almost like she knew what she was doing plotting ahead. she did that a lot and I want to meet other people she did that to. we have a lot to talk about and recover from together we could help each other telling our abuse stories when she got paid to abuse people and help pedos to abuse us - its all so sick.

when we first moved here the house was ok, it was almost new but older then what we were told by the...

i don't buy into all this new wave weight loss stuff because most of the diet shakes are loaded with sugar and nutricianist are firmly against them for longer then say a week and say you still need to have solids with the shake drink and exercise, I was exercising about 3 times a week and other times I would walk a lot and eat less and fill up on carbs and I woud allow myself a small chocolate and I never gained weight. when the diet shakes really kicked in I was losing weight even eating mud cake now and then or jam on toast and now everyone has gone sugar concipracy like its some evil. yet my body responds well to certain sugars at breakfast and not all sugars however. I don't exercise as much now only because there is no weight loss exercise salons around here now. they all are diet shakes, gyms and diy and those diets and exercise patterns don't often work if you have long term weight issues. the shakes can give constipation and I loaded with sugar how can they be good for you? compared to say baked beans on toast or salad and tuna etc. i still like a sweet tooth now and then.

i don't buy into all this new wave weight loss stuff because most of the diet shakes are loaded with...