Degeneración....

I have shoved needles deep into my skin to ease ganglion pain and it worked a bit however I had a massive bruise in my hip. I shoved needles deep into my skin a lot of times. heating them with fire or anticeptic before hand and just sticking it in to skin in legs, arms, genital area, I have cut out warts on my skin and then they went away using heaps of metho or whatever I could get my hands on and yet I still am terrifed on needles and blood but I have watched myself bleed sticking needles into capilaries as a child a lot I don't know why? mad and angery I guess.

I have shoved needles deep into my skin to ease ganglion pain and it worked a bit however I had a ma...

so 2 wedding veils came and I bought a vintage scarf because I don't like a lot of modern scarfs I like the vintage designs more. I swear I ordered 1 of the wedding veils in satin white and one in lace detailed ivory but it came white so I guess I shouldn't complain. if I send it back I won't see it again like the pants I ordered. I have had a headache neck ache and back ache with rain and hobbling around in pain bent over, finally the stitches in my vagina are not hurting I mean the needle was painful the rest was ok but there was about 3-4 days bleeding I didn't expect from the surgery anyway, I have shoved needles in myself into my skin I just like the feeling of being in control the doctor said I handled it better then most would have. I just hope it is going to be ok. I have been in bed all this week but studying IT and legal subjects and signed me and my mum up to do some medical subjects because I signed her up for a psychology course and she completed her nutrition course as well. my mum came into the surgical room with me cuz I was so nervous. I asked her to come in with me. I didn't start shaking til I felt the stitches going in then I got the shakes and shivers.

so 2 wedding veils came and I bought a vintage scarf because I don't like a lot of modern scarfs I l...

like I said to the lady the other day I don't want to see harm happen to the chooks wondering in the yard I am still upset over that wild blue crane that was run over on the road on my birthday it just upset me so much I was outside exercising that night and I have not gone out exercising since it upset me so much. this driver just deliberately drove straight at it and I heard it streetch out a painful death the poor thing and it had the most pretty blue feathers and I had to call the local govt to remove it off the road it felt like a bad omen, I just don't want to see the chooks killed really and I don't want anyone in the family or my pets being attacked by their savage dog. I like dogs but not savage ones. I love my cats more. my mum had to put some lavender and gerniums and blue bells back in where the chooks have dug. they have been laying eggs in our yard. I don't want snakes and rats around.

like I said to the lady the other day I don't want to see harm happen to the chooks wondering in the...