Degeneración....

rick loved rubbing his mates balls in nightclubs infront of everyone and doing ways out lewid acts to shock people and It all became rather stupid and boring to me. and he had the most vial cynical mouth and was fucking dozens of women in cars and all over the place. while he got katey to bash me and she sexually assaulted me as well. and he seemed to enjoy the circus he had created around him full of freaks and vulgarity I could not understand and apreciate because I wanted to settle down and get married in a church and have children. I wanted to be courted and dated like a fairytale princess, all rick wanted was stupidity i couldn't appreciate, for a chicargo businessman he was really a fop and weird and married a asian woman and went bald and creepy looking.

rick loved rubbing his mates balls in nightclubs infront of everyone and doing ways out lewid acts t...

the last time I saw ricky the singer he was looking so tired and he gave this other south american guy came over to me as well that was a strange night. I was so dumb and numb I wish I had not have said I had a boyfriend when I didn't, he was nice. I seen jason the signer a few times looking so sad and he would touch me on the hand and I felt embarased because I begged him to call me cuz I was so down and never did, like most of the law office guys i worked with they would promise to meet up and then go drinking with their mates instead. that was hurtful.

the last time I saw ricky the singer he was looking so tired and he gave this other south american g...

I met a really nice man last year and it was in a business situation and I felt like I could not break protocol to flirt or ask him out. I find it hard in business situations to just change mode of character yet a lot of my friends years ago who often get dates this way and I wondered how they did it because no men ever did that with me or ask me out on dates like that. so I tend to always remain stayed and not break social protocols. maybe I should but it doesn't come easy to me.

I met a really nice man last year and it was in a business situation and I felt like I could not bre...