Degeneración....

i sleep in piss and shit everynight on the bed. i don't get out of bed most days afraid and terrified of neighbors.

i sleep in piss and shit everynight on the bed. i don't get out of bed most days afraid and terrifie...

I'm ashamed to be a human. I wish I had been born anything else, even a worm. I feel like a failure, I don't know why but I don't even have the tears to cry. It's as if I ran out of them. In others eyes, I'm always the second choice. Asways ignored, like an extra in a movie. Humans do nothing but destroy everything around them. They only know how to consume like a parasite. If we were more advanced, you can bet we'd be colonizing other planets and leaving them once all the resources are used up and it become another Never noticed. I suck at sports and Theo oh good thing I am at is grades. All I actually have to accompany me is a piano which I vent my anger and sadness on.overpopulated trash heap like this planet is becoming. Humans are so pathetic that they can't handle anything or anyone that's different. Right vs left, liberal vs conservative, men vs women, countries vs countries, etc. The list could go on forever. I feel really inferior around people and I always duck my head down as if submitting to them. It's so humiliating to me but my brain insists that I do it. It's as if I am purposefully destroying my dignity and sense of self-worth. WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME?

I'm ashamed to be a human. I wish I had been born anything else, even a worm. I feel like a failure,...

I don't like my mother playing super woman at 76 saying she has to cut grass that the little wanker of 25 gets paid to do. if that little cunt doesn't do the job properly again I am going to ring the fucker and go off at him. a 76 year old woman with bruises all over her arms cutting grass that is 2 meters high that a stupid lawn mowing cunt fuck gets paid to do. they are the laziest little weak ass pandy boys out. someone should kick them asses of those pussyboys into men! you don't work I won't pay you you little dandy fucker. i tell you my mum 76 says penis men are the weakest dandy pathetic useless poor little freaks out that can't do a god dam thing right that a woman can. They should be full of muscles and slaving their guts out at as a man of 20 not expecting a little old lady of 76 to a MANS JOB, how disgusting!

I don't like my mother playing super woman at 76 saying she has to cut grass that the little wanker ...