Degeneración....

my father can't understand asian indian latino sales people and I can't either over the phone they gabble so fast if they talked slower it would help. its got nothing to do with racist. its just hard communications over the phone

my father can't understand asian indian latino sales people and I can't either over the phone they g...

there is a deep loneliness and sadness in my life that is so painful. I cover it a lot but its there all the same. my life doesn't feel complete without a husband and children so don't even bother trying to convince me it should be complete when society does treat you differently if you don't and I always wanted to marry and have children and heaps of women still do that and have careers so stop selling me your pscyho-mumbo-jumbo lies.

there is a deep loneliness and sadness in my life that is so painful. I cover it a lot but its there...

I already have 2 dresses I could use in a portfolio as bridal and a small birdcage veil and lace piece. I have a satin white and gold evening dress never worn and a long victorian lace white dress for a boho style. I want to buy prettier veils - I mean if I was getting married for real I would want prettier dress and veil myself. I have a few posies and brooch boquets I collect so many things in case I need them. as if I would be invited out to wear the pretty 1950s things I have. I have no friends to be models for me or fake brides and I don't want to put make up on other people anyway. why should I make others look pretty when everyone made me feel so depressed and ugly and stopped me from getting married all these years. i mean anyway, if I ever get a portfolio of make overs together anyway, like all my projects half done!

I already have 2 dresses I could use in a portfolio as bridal and a small birdcage veil and lace pie...