Degeneración....

why do nice guys suddenly go stupid when you tell them you like them they play games unreliable, make fun of everything trying to impress you with their clown talents or so called maturity over porn and masturbation and sex but deep down they are impressed by money only not even looks matter to them.

why do nice guys suddenly go stupid when you tell them you like them they play games unreliable, mak...

I am studying accounting and arts and law subjects and some medical subjects very similar as before but moving on, I won't explain it all to anyone ever again when I was in a arts/law degree that was going to take at least 7 years full time to complete I was bashed and raped and had a stroke bullied and made fun of so I don't tell people now all of what I am doing I deliberately act vague so they are never too sure you learn from your past naivety when young. so my pride was wounded to fail more then half way through the double degree and the weird thing was I knew all the legal stuff from college days better so it must have been the quality of teachers in readan as well that made the difference. or maybe it was me, somewhere I lost myself and a few broken hearts over men and lost confidence and had so many nervous breakdowns from being assaulted just walking to university or attacked while studying and no real help. I had to drag myself back up, with a lot of physical illness and loneliness.

I am studying accounting and arts and law subjects and some medical subjects very similar as before ...

i am a single woman who masturbates to porn. i feel disgusted afterwards and think "thank god that is over and done with" i really want a loving husband with a mature mind and soul and who loves to put detail into what they do and wants children and is refined and well educated, i am always re-educating myself and i long for a good man and career at the end we are all just human beings that need love over job titles and income brackets and bank accounts and name titles etc. i just wish i knew what is about me that pushes the men i like away, i am considering doing a complete expo-say and interviewing radom men business and all areas and getting them to critique me and i think i am tough enough to take the truth if its negative or positive. i just want some feedback. i don't get flirts and that is a form of feedback for women to access their attraction and skills, i never got feedback in jobs, just dead silence. it so silent its erry and creepy society stuff. has the whole world gone halloween but me?

i am a single woman who masturbates to porn. i feel disgusted afterwards and think "thank god that i...