please god,let me be well,if i be well,i will do good stuff,help people......i beg you,god

I have fantasized about having sex with a straight cousin. I also gave another cousin a blow job while he was "sleeping". And once, I began to have sex with a different gay cousin until he woke up. After sliding all the way in and giving a few pumps, I chickened out. Worst of all, I now wish I hadn't stopped at all. Honestly my only regret was not doing more and fulfilling all my fantasies about male family members. Now I live an hour away and I continue to hit on my straight cousin through social media. I occasionally talk to the "sleeping" blowjob one but the one I entered doesn't speak to me anymore. Not sure if it's about that or for some other "wrong" I had done to him...

I have fantasized about having sex with a straight cousin. I also gave another cousin a blow job whi...

I enjoy Japanese cartoon p***(aka hentai), but my problem is that 50% of the s*** I browse upon is this necrophiliac gore p*** that has become too common. Sometimes when considering this I wonder whether we shouldn't have bombed Japan twice or didn't bomb them enough. But then I realize it wouldn't have mattered because the Japanese have been gore-loving freaks ever since they invented seppuku and s*** like that.

I enjoy Japanese cartoon p***(aka hentai), but my problem is that 50% of the s*** I browse upon is t...

More enabling, more problems Today is yet another day of arguments about moochers and money. This time instead of my mother in law begging for money to feed her addiction, it was my sister in law who is asking for money for her husband. Her husband is in a custody situation based on one of his exes and needs money for a child he is not currently taking care of, and my sister in law is trying to help him out be bothering us or money. My husband is the same person who does not listen to reason. He made promises not to send any more money to anyone (his mom and sister) because of how the way they are. His sister is just like their mom, and whenever someone loans her money she never pays them back. My aunt and uncle in law helped with the rest of her rent money while she was on maternity leave and instead of paying them back after getting a new job and receiving her taxes, she buys an Xbox One and gets a new apartment that costs more than her last one. Now, she is asking for money for her husband who is unemployed and is not taking care of his child. I am at my wits end on trying to get it through my husbands' head to start realizing she is just like their mother, a moocher who does not care about anyone but herself. He believes it's my hatred towards her that is causing me to act out like this, but in reality, which he barely comprehends, it's not about hatred. It's about the lack of respect that they refuse to return to us because she acts like the world owes her everything. She does not need to ask us for money, neither does her mother.

More enabling, more problems Today is yet another day of arguments about moochers and money. This ...