I'm gay but 45 year ago I got married to hide it. Somehow I was able to have sex with my wife, but died during child birth. I had a son, but craved cock and cum. I resorted to sodomizing my self each night in the basement, Cummings in my hand and eating my own cum. One summer when my son was 14, he came in the basement wearing only boxes. He saw me fucking myself, and just stared, but his cock was getting hard. I could stop myself, I grabbed him and forced him down on the sofa. I ripped open his boxers and started sucking his cock. He resisted at first, then I felt his hand holding my head. So I really sucked him. He lasted an other minute an came a huge load. I was gagging but swallowed it all. A few minutes later he got up and quietly went to his room. I could not sleep and 2am went to his room. He heard me, pulled back the sheet and was naked. I knelled by the bed and took his cock in my mouth again sucking until he came. It been almost 30 year now and I suck me 3 or 4 times a day. He understands my needs and gives me his cum in my mouth and ass.

I'm gay but 45 year ago I got married to hide it. Somehow I was able to have sex with my wife, but died during child birth. I had a son, but craved cock and cum. I resorted to sodomizing my self each night in the basement, Cummings in my hand and eating my own cum. One summer when my son was 14, he came in the basement wearing only boxes. He saw me fucking myself, and just stared, but his cock was getting hard. I could stop myself, I grabbed him and forced him down on the sofa. I ripped open his boxers and started sucking his cock. He resisted at first, then I felt his hand holding my head. So I really sucked him. He lasted an other minute an came a huge load. I was gagging but swallowed it all. A few minutes later he got up and quietly went to his room. I could not sleep and 2am went to his room. He heard me, pulled back the sheet and was naked. I knelled by the bed and took his cock in my mouth again sucking until he came. It been almost 30 year now and I suck me 3 or 4 times a day. He understands my needs and gives me his cum in my mouth and ass.

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