i tell people to fuck off as mum used to say in 1990s 2 words "fuck off" to people https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iVFYaO6k-_8 and I tried to cry for Bowie but couldn't and I only did around Diana died because I was really crying for my losses and suffering at hands of people like my dirty brother who is a murderer and rapist and killer and always up to no good, that is why mum and dad want nothing to do with him.