I feel so guilty I should be sticking to my diet and I ate this 3 by 3 cm slice of latte energy bar with soy and choc chips and caramel and icing and some sugar plums and I feel so guilty how can I lose weight desiring fatty sugary shit. Why am I feeling this and self-sabotaging? I feel like I am so fat there is no saving me, I am doomed. Til I get the help I need my eating disorders are out of hand like my over shopping. If only I could get some work and enjoy it and get easy money without the govt worrying. I am sick of these addictions controlling me I am bigger then them I have to control them. I just need to learn how.