After I wipe my ass I look at the toilet paper with satisfaction

In too deep, but not deep enough My confession is not something I am proud of but maybe just being able to publicly tell it will help me not feel so badly. At least telling it here I can remain obscure cause I would sure hate for family to find out that it’s me let alone what I have been doing. I’ve been married now for about a year, I was 16 when I met my husband, in fact we were in HS together and by my seventeenth year our parents had given us permission to get married because I was pregnant. Being young and having no money and having no place to live we decided right after we got hitched we had to moved right in with his parents cause they had the room. My honeymoon was in a furnished basement provided by my hubby’s parents which wasn’t too bad cause it’s a nice place.. clean too. Needless to say we had setup housekeeping with his mom and dad. We do everything they do, go almost everywhere they go, and watch TV together and play games, ect.. It’s been fun actually and they have made me feel so welcome and wanted outside my own family. The sad thing is I had a miscarriage shortly before my 12th week and that was h****** me to have such a loss so young. Anyways my hubby was of little comfort to me cause all he could do was run and have fun with his friends, and my mother-n-law was always too busy with her work and life to spend any time with me.. I was depressed. Since my father-n-law had his own business and worked from home, he was a wonderful comfort to me. I didn’t realize it at first, but came to realize later that he is a very gentle man with a great personality. He would talk with me seriously and help me through my sadness always encouraging me and telling me how smart I was and how lucky my son was to have such a pretty wife, he made me feel like I was appreciated. Frequently he would tease me and make me laugh and I began to depend and look to him whenever I needed anything. He help me through my loss, and depression and I was very grateful because he was there for me. My hubby and I seem to always be kinda distant after we lost the baby, but we got along good so that made things easier to continue our marriage, and since his parents were fine with us living there with them it kinda made it simpler not to look for a place of our own. I was glad actually because I felt safer and more secure with his dad around and being under his roof. Here is the thing, I’ll just come right out with it, my father-n-law and I have been having an affair. We are doing it right under everybody’s nose and no one knows a thing about it. We only have s** whenever everyone else is occupied, which is quite often. My hubby is quite happy hanging with his friends, and his mom is always busy with her life and her job, that’s when we make quality time for each other sexually. The s** is awesome and he knows how to please me better than anyone I’ve had, even my husband. He introduced me to what it feels like to have o****** he has opened me up to so many things. My contribution which I happily offer to satisfy my father-n-law is my young body which he is totally addicted to. Life is so much more fulfilling with him, he’s a man, a real man, a caring man and I think I am in love with him because of those reasons I mentioned. I am ashamed to say this, but I would dump my hubby in a heartbeat for his dad, I married the wrong man! No! I didn’t marry a man cause I never knew what a real man was until I met and lived with my father-n-law. If he would devoice his wife I would marry him in a second and make a life with him. At least then I’d know I would be loved and cared for.. I wish it would happen. I know, call me a home wrecker, a s***, a cheater, a b****, a lousy wife.. You’re right I am all those things and I feel badly about it! I want to have a fulfilling and happy life and it’s right in front on me, but, it’s not up to me I don’t have the know how or the maturity to make it happen! It’s even crossed my mind to go off the pill and let my father-n-law f*** me pregnant maybe that would help, but I won’t cause that would be a trap and he’d be displeased with me. In too deep, but not deep enough is an understatement to say the least. I don’t suppose there would be any intelligent suggestions out there that would help me to feel better an to get me on the right path.. would there?

In too deep, but not deep enough My confession is not something I am proud of but maybe just being a...

is there any way centerlink can help disability pensioners get part time work? the pension is just not enough to live on anymore. I have never owned a credit card and I actually do want to fucking well work and sick of this poverty. I have to fix my parents kitchen and pay for things for them and its always at the expense of my medical treatments or a massage or when I am in pain with back injuries or feet injuries etc and I can't get free things all the time, because medicare is a dead loss and so is a health fund. like i don't know how the govt expect women to lose weight look great, feel great and not even help you much. all these old bags in jobs who are like 60-100 who refuse to leave their jobs just to pay for 3 overseas holidays a year every year give me the complete shits. they have no care for how they are ruining the lives of women in their 40s who have never owned a home or never married. men with education simply will not go out with you if you are not educated and working. I was told this back in my 20s by an american man and I just shut down afterwards and gave up trying because of the money he was calling me lazy and lacking professional accomplishment and no worldly exprience etc. it takes money to afford one, like it takes money to afford to travel or to get education or have a nice hair do or a nice figure and good health. I can't help it that my father was long term unemployed and he has past the curse on to me and other people know what I am talking about how some people are deliberately discriminated against. I have nothing I own nothing. I bought clothes for interviews and jobs that clearly were never good enough to impress anyone enough. I paid for education into many thousands and its not my fault they decided to do the dirty on students. They have destroyed lives, dreams, hope everything. I was told as a mature age student I was taking up a place a young person could use at university when I was in my mid 20s so I left besides I couldn't afford it, i could not afford the fees, books etc. fares, my parents couldn't afford it. i couldn't get work to suit around my class hours and I couldn't afford to move out of home and i still can't. so i am very hurt that these old sluts are ruining younger womens lives.

is there any way centerlink can help disability pensioners get part time work? the pension is just n...

you can't meet intelligent men without work and money. you can't afford the places they go to socialise without money. kapish! LIKE DO YOU GET THE MESSSAGE FUCKFACERS. AND I DON'T HAVE TO DO THAT. I AM SO ABOVE EVERYONE ELSE I DON'T EVEN HAVE TO FUCK FACE. SEX IS TOO BELOW ME FOR GOD SAKE.

you can't meet intelligent men without work and money. you can't afford the places they go to social...