28 years ago today my rel died. She died in a crackhouse, her body then dumped in a lot and found days later. It was 28 years ago. But to me it was only yesterday. This is the legacy of drug abuse. I had to tell someone. She may have been forgotten by most of the world but not by me. I feel lied to and broken.

28 years ago today my rel died. She died in a crackhouse, her body then dumped in a lot and found days later. It was 28 years ago. But to me it was only yesterday. This is the legacy of drug abuse. I had to tell someone. She may have been forgotten by most of the world but not by me. I feel lied to and broken.
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Adventures in cuckolding Lisa and I have had several get togethers with men so far and at first we just found the guys in adult mag,s that ran adds. Not all of them were fantastic and this is about one of those. Her and I have subscribed to west coast swingers and we get a mag every month and for several nights we go through the men's adds to see what is out there. So far we have done about 8 guys but this is the fourth guy we picked he went by Al and we agreed to meet in a bar off Soscole Ave in Napa and he said that he would be wearing a white Polo shirt and blue jeans. He is about the same size as my in the cock department but at that time big cocks were not what we were looking for. Lisa was very excited she loves this wife sharing since I talked her into it And as soon as we stepped inside of the bar and our eyes adjusted to the light Lisa grabbed my arm and said there he is her hands clenching tightly to my wrist. 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Al was still eating pussy and Lisa was grunting in pleasure so I dashed in and paid for the room on a ground floor then I came back out as Al disengaged from Lisa and she was panting with a sweet smile on her beautiful lips that had been wrapped around his cock a short time ago and we hurried into the room . Al had Lisa naked in a flash and up on the bed and he stripped nude his uncut cock hard as nails and Lisa opened her legs for him and in seconds he was fucking her like a machine her pussy was very wet and made delicious sucking sounds as his cock slipped in and out of her they fucked like that for only a short time and Lisa went off again in orgasm then in just a few moments Al came grunting and grinding his pubic mound against hers. 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