My world is dark, heavy, and painful. I'm numb. So many things about my life right now are incredibly painful. Things I used to take for granted- a good nights sleep, my favorite meal- now seem out of reach. I don't know what to do at this point. I'm surrounded by pain. It's like I'm drowning, and watching everyone around me breathing just fine.

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When I was 11 and living in a smallish town, there was an older woman, maybe 50ish, who lived not far from us. She was on her porch one day as I walked past and asked if I could help her. She had move some boxes and then gave me a hug for helping her. As she hugged me she reached down and began to fondle me, holding me tighter and breathing harder. She started telling me she liked boy cock and could she see mine? I let her see it and go down on me. I liked it but at the same time felt odd about it. It happened a few times over a year or so. I've never told anyone this before.

When I was 11 and living in a smallish town, there was an older woman, maybe 50ish, who lived not fa...

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I feel like christmas is a just crap. we don't have a lot of money and get by with less. I just hate those posers at santas place in malls and what I call the "heirs and graces crowd of kids and parents" that give me the shits. They have cars, houses and everything they want. Never knowing how it is for others with less. Last christmas I was given by a charity a gift bag and I seen a homeless man and I wanted to give all the stuff in it to him because I can buy my own cheap things of cheap cheap!!! toiletry things (mine you sometimes I can't either and I have got free products from them like free sanitary napkins sometimes at different times of the year, and I do appreciate it when I have had bad bleeding and not as much money) and the bag has never been used by me and its second hand anyway. So this year I said, I have a lot of things I would like to think it goes to someone who really needs it. So I don't know what is it in it, someone said I could have got one for my sister but I don't know if they allow that.

I feel like christmas is a just crap. we don't have a lot of money and get by with less. I just hate...

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N calls K a belligerent feral mongrel child too, like us. then R needs men half her age singing pretty woman to her like as if! N says R has lost it upstairs. Well I knew that ages ago.

N calls K a belligerent feral mongrel child too, like us. then R needs men half her age singing pret...

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N calls K a belligerent feral mongrel child too, like us. then R needs men half her age singing pretty woman to her like as if! N says R has lost it upstairs. Well I knew that ages ago.