dr m keeps blaming me for killing his kid brother but he did all that himself. so stop blaming me because your crazy and have a fake name and screw too many young nurses. I made a point of gettting away from your world and far enough can't be far enough if you get me, I have my problems and I don't need your rubbish and problems as well. rather watch you fall down in the problems you created for yourself and I go away to max and torquil and hamryn and dear dear mekhi just to get away and I dont love any of these en but I could they just help me pass the time because I forgave myself a long time ago for being such a fool for believing in love and honesty. you taught me that. thanks. at least I walk free and nothing hurts me.