FIGHT WHAT?????? THIS CONCEPT MAKES ME angy...FIGHT WHAT???? i can not fight for family peeps need to travel their own paths, i cant fight for a life as clearly my path will go where it will...u cant MAKE people respect u or idk love u...i feel very unloved i guess....i see NOTHING that i can fight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my freedom i have it , as much as anyone does.. if i could fix everybodys life and make everything alll better...i would...but i cant so there is nothing to fight......if i have a fight it's to live and enjoy the life i have....lil more of the enjoyable would be nice but i can not say whats coming my way.....dread and self pitty go hand in hand.....gezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Who ever said u had to enjoy being a parent I'm 24. My son is 5. He's intriguing, speaks at most times well beyond his years. He's funny silly and I often see myself in him. I love him . BUT I F**** HATE being a mom. I can't name one joyous , pleasurable thing about it. I didn't have him for awhile, my mom did. While I was in college and just trying to figure s* out but guilt used to eat me up like get your kid back. He annoys the s*** out of me. Like I hate doing stuff for him but he's well taken care of. I'm always yelling he doesn't listen and I feel like I'm just stuck doing something I never wanted to do. His dad isn't around that doesn't make the situation any better but it's way past Me being a single parent I just don't see anything praiseworthy about being a mom i absolutely despise it and never want to experience it again . There is something called b ataraxia that I think I relate to or have because I just recently found out about it and if I would have acknowledged the feelings of dislike that I've always had when I thought about having kids maybe I would have aborted him because I'm definitely not against abortion, definitely not. But I didn't and I regret not taking the situation more seriously when I found out I was pregnant I was so nonchalant I look back like you idiot what was wrong with you, you were 19 and found out you were pregnant why didn't you cry! Yell! Get mad!? Anything!!! But I didn't and that's why I'm here now. I wish I had the answer to why I feel this way it could fix it because he didn't ask to be here and sometimes I'm doing OK with it but other times I just shut myself out from everything and it's one of those days or weeks where I feel nothing but regret and sadness because I feel trapped being something I never wanted for myself.

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